Commented 2 weeks ago2019-08-02 01:53:13 UTC in journal: cool smiley guy Comment #102190
Happy birthday!
Commented 2 weeks ago2019-07-29 11:55:59 UTC in journal: It's the thing Comment #102181
TWHL is the only place I know that does this. I love how it has evolved over the decades.

Happy Birthday!
Commented 2 months ago2019-06-03 01:16:39 UTC in journal: Giant Dump Comment #102046
I think I shall, good sir.
Commented 2 months ago2019-06-02 13:39:53 UTC in journal: Giant Dump Comment #102041
Not that I would, but Mushrooms actually repair the constricted neurons in the frontal lobe that attribute to anxiety and depression as well as other things. I’d do well with just Medical Cannabis though.
Commented 2 months ago2019-05-30 20:03:25 UTC in journal: Giant Dump Comment #102033
Stojke that might be my long term treatment. I may get a medical cannabis card since it would actually treat three things in one.
Commented 2 months ago2019-05-29 15:09:07 UTC in journal: Giant Dump Comment #102030

I don’t doubt that people are slowly evolving/mutating.

Potatis, that’s rather uplifting. Just wish there were options for me to improve our situation.

And thank you everyone for the support.
Commented 2 months ago2019-05-28 23:17:22 UTC in journal: Giant Dump Comment #102026
Yeah I make less that 2k a year and I have dental work to get done and I’m in pain all the time and I can’t take pain meds because of drug interactions, but I also want to buy food. So. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Commented 2 months ago2019-05-27 22:51:46 UTC in journal: Giant Dump Comment #102021
It seems that way these days, doesn’t it? But abnormal traits were observed by a peer and a neuropsychologist in the room with me. It was an up-to-date test and it turned out I was on the spectrum. There are simple things I can’t do that I need help with. The depression is so bad it’s chemical. This all happened in October, and I wouldn’t put it on the internet if I wasn’t sure.
Commented 4 months ago2019-03-22 16:15:34 UTC in journal: Another Brain Surgery? Comment #101928
She thanks you all for the well-wishes. However, they found nothing but a little swelling. Kinda anticlimactic but I guess in this situation, it’s a good thing. She’s recovering now just fine and will be back to things in about a week.
Commented 4 months ago2019-03-20 17:15:27 UTC in journal: Another Brain Surgery? Comment #101926
You guys are great, she’s happy to see all your wishes. Just to let you know, she still has a folder full of all the original emails from the first one. She appreciates you guys that much.
Commented 5 months ago2019-02-24 17:36:30 UTC in journal: 0x0011 Comment #101831
Happy Birthday!!!
Commented 6 months ago2019-02-15 02:34:30 UTC in journal: I make books. Comment #101820
Oh, thanks.
Also, if Urby gets baked with Italians, that’s understandable. ^_^
Commented 6 months ago2019-02-14 22:54:39 UTC in journal: I make books. Comment #101818
Bruce: I could bind textblocks if I had a printer.

Admer: ^^^

Srojke: I wish but I have a tiny studio.

Bruce: I’ve done both but I have a method with glue that holds super well. The “leather” is black solidcore paper lacquered with mod podge.

Urby: Don’t put Italians in your oven. (Mook is a racial slur!)
Commented 6 months ago2019-02-03 15:23:56 UTC in journal: I'm not dead! Comment #101801
Glad to know you’re safe, fires are no joke :(
Commented 7 months ago2019-01-07 15:22:00 UTC in journal: It's 2019! Get those Christmas hats outta here Comment #101713

(Happy new year!)
Commented 8 months ago2018-12-05 16:29:25 UTC in journal: Christmas Avatars (Chrivatars) Comment #101666
Commented 9 months ago2018-11-11 17:38:56 UTC in journal: I’m really bad about these things... Comment #101618
A miracle happened and my hospital visit was waived. I qualified for something and that service took care of the costs. I got a very happy letter that said my account had been adjusted to zero. All I have to do is pay the radiology department which is kinda not a big deal. I'm very grateful, though I don't know what I did to deserve it, but it encourages me to want to release and close projects.
Commented 9 months ago2018-11-05 21:50:10 UTC in journal: I’m really bad about these things... Comment #101613
There is an update... but it will take some organization to announce and explain things. :/
Commented 9 months ago2018-11-01 14:43:02 UTC in journal: I’m really bad about these things... Comment #101596
If I’m going to get funding for anything, it’d be for my projects. Though, it really does feel like a fine for a stupid genetic condition. I could choose a fun number of petty crimes that would incur less in fees and fines, and that would be my choice, but I didn’t choose any of this. I have a healthy lifestyle, and it’s sick that that was never an issue. What gets me is simply seeing how decrepit the system is and how it’s messed up everything. A colleague and phenomenal artist had passed from a medical complication before she could get her degree. She couldn’t afford what she needed, and that shit stole her from making the world a brighter place, and that shit scares me. The system failed her, and the world lost a promising artist. I can’t fail nor be failed upon either, I’ve got shit to get done.

Ugh. Steroids rant.
Commented 9 months ago2018-10-26 14:46:00 UTC in journal: I’m really bad about these things... Comment #101579
I’m home now but I got some serious challenges. First of all, the medication I have to take for the rest of my life is fucking $4,800! Even the doc was apologizing about the price before he even named it.

And yes I did do work on my phone for things. I never stop.
Commented 10 months ago2018-10-18 11:31:46 UTC in journal: One of THOSE journals... Comment #101562
Welcome to 32!
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Commented 1 year ago2018-07-11 20:13:12 UTC in journal: History Repeating Itself Comment #101354
He’s started attacking civilian citizens already. A friend narrowly escaped, and as a result they torched her house.

It’s begun.
Commented 1 year ago2018-06-22 21:09:57 UTC in journal: History Repeating Itself Comment #101292
Don’t worry I’ll be safe. I’m no Gordon Freeman but I will do what I can. I also have an evac plan in case it all goes to shit which is more likely than otherwise because I have family to worry about.
Commented 1 year ago2018-06-21 23:01:12 UTC in journal: History Repeating Itself Comment #101288
I have plans for protesting. I also have ingredients for Molotov cocktails. Not a joke.
Commented 1 year ago2018-03-26 22:27:38 UTC in journal: #8923 Comment #49786
People self medicate. Americans work way too hard for shitty unlivable income. I’m literally
unemployed and I still have two odd-jobs to barely make the gap.
Commented 1 year ago2018-03-20 00:15:22 UTC in journal: #8923 Comment #49785
There are two days a year that does a rare thing. On saint patricks day, Americans choose to be a different nationality and celebrate it. We respect the Irish because they can out drink us.

The other day is Martin Luther King Jr. Day because we know we done fucked up.
Commented 1 year ago2018-02-09 04:59:26 UTC in journal: #8910 Comment #51127
Start charging when it becomes an inconvenience to you.
Commented 1 year ago2017-10-27 13:45:38 UTC in journal: #8883 Comment #61291
May the fates, fortunes, and muses smile upon your day of aging!
Commented 1 year ago2017-09-29 21:41:28 UTC in journal: #8871 Comment #48452
Ram: 16 gigabytes of force lightning.
Motherboard: One the original slates God's Ten Commandments were written upon.
Graphics Card: Eye of Sauron++ on acid and it's a Friday night.
Audio Card: a potato chip.

And free Mcafee.

I don't know what I would do with that much power. I suppose photoshop would finally run better I guess. Glad you're get a hot new rig, a lot of games seem rather unoptimized these days.
Commented 1 year ago2017-09-19 15:06:16 UTC in journal: #8864 Comment #68435
Gonna drop some truth on you.

You'll be fine. And always remember the golden rule: for every year of education, you need that many years of the real world to undo the damage and learn to be yourself. The 30's are
pretty good, you have time, money, and energy to put your life together. As for high school, keep your hobbies as they are but also learn a practical trade like cooking or plumbing. Start aiming for what you want now so you'll be ahead of the competition when you get there. There is no level playing field and life isn't fair at all. You can make no mistakes and still lose. However, people are naturally fascinated by others that do things exceptionally well. Always remember that golden rule too: it'll take ten thousand hours of practice to make it to the world's stage.
Commented 1 year ago2017-09-13 01:10:54 UTC in journal: #8862 Comment #42447
Mass scale black outs are fucking scary. No traffic lights makes every intersection really dangerous. There's no stores open, barely any phone or data services. And even worse, looters. Things got a little real.
Commented 1 year ago2017-09-13 00:10:12 UTC in journal: #8862 Comment #42446
Thanks. Power is on now which is fortunate. Some areas are still looking to be out for another ten days.
Commented 1 year ago2017-09-12 00:44:17 UTC in journal: #8862 Comment #42445
The real test is lasting the power outage. Don't know how many days it'll be.
Commented 1 year ago2017-09-08 00:59:41 UTC in journal: #8860 Comment #53003
Are you making a machinima?
Commented 1 year ago2017-08-29 13:07:15 UTC in journal: #8857 Comment #61570
Lies, it must be code :0

Happy birthday!
Commented 1 year ago2017-08-28 01:09:23 UTC in journal: #8854 Comment #63384
Super Meat Freeman.
Commented 1 year ago2017-08-25 18:30:15 UTC in journal: #8853 Comment #40545
Yay hurricane party!

Advice from Florida, move your truck ahead of time if you can. Also you might need it to evac to your local shelter if shit gets real.
Commented 1 year ago2017-08-24 20:40:33 UTC in journal: #8852 Comment #67918
Well that kinda spoils it for me if a game already exists like it.

I might steal that isometric evil versus evil idea >:}
Commented 1 year ago2017-08-23 19:13:44 UTC in journal: #8852 Comment #67917
I have an idea floating about where he player is a type of paranormal entity. Like a specter that haunts unhallowed ground or a spirit that is bound to an object. The idea is to creatively strike as much fear into people as possible, and the more people fear you, the more the legend of you spreads, and the more powerful you become. This is offset by your class's weaknesses, like you hear in all sorts of ghost stories where someone burns bones and casts out the spirit. Just think of all the horror movie references like Freddy and Jason. I think it'd be fun. Thoughts?
Commented 2 years ago2017-08-11 11:45:40 UTC in journal: #8848 Comment #42431
Ok, achievements might be cool. Though I would make them kinda hard to actually achieve, would probably involve different game modes like Stomp Only or One Hit Knockout. I always felt weird about achievements being super arbitrary and not amazing to get.
Commented 2 years ago2017-08-10 21:16:19 UTC in journal: #8848 Comment #42430
Have to look into the steam thing again, it's been a while. I should use it if it's beneficial, which it probably would be. Final release is far off but the demo will be ready soonish.
Commented 2 years ago2017-08-07 00:37:57 UTC in journal: #8848 Comment #42429
I don't even know if I'm going to keep those exact graphics, but I'm glad you liked them. The themes will stay since the landscapes are what they are.
Commented 2 years ago2017-08-06 22:33:37 UTC in journal: #8848 Comment #42428
Which one? This one?
User posted image
Commented 2 years ago2017-08-04 22:08:42 UTC in journal: #8848 Comment #42427
Super Matt Jordan is an adventure platformer about a friend of mine who is a pretty cool and misunderstood guy. With all that, it's also about the empirical versus the hypothetical, or in other words, what would you do if you had super powers? I asked a number of my friends this question then pitted their answers and personalities against an incredible challenge "what if someone threatened to destroy your home?"

It is a metroidvania with exploration and discovery. It's also story driven, which I've developed a very in depth system for dialog and cutscenes. Story has undergone quite a lot of work and is still undergoing a lot of changes. It's a big project but it's moving along.

A couple TWHLers are in it, a good number of people are. It's also non-profit and free.
Commented 2 years ago2017-07-16 00:38:50 UTC in journal: #8830 Comment #52199
Happy 26th?
Commented 2 years ago2017-07-14 00:33:46 UTC in journal: #8827 Comment #67983
My biggest proud? Mapping? Drawing? Music? Video game dev?

Fuck that shit.

My biggest proud is my ability to make my wife laugh.
Commented 2 years ago2017-04-28 00:16:38 UTC in journal: #8802 Comment #42418
@urby - awesome, I've been taking care of my fam as well. Is The Core still going on? I haven't kept track of anything.

@tetsu0 - modeling is always a good skill to have. For years my 3DS Max hasn't worked, and only recently I learned blender. I'll have to find your Twitch channel, Sunday mornings are dull for me.

@Archie - sup.

@JeffMOD - inspiration is a weird thing. I've been jobesing for some good old fashioned Goldsource mapping lately. I don't have the time, but it made me think of you guys. Would love to see screens of your map.

@Jessie - sup.

@rufee - sup.
Commented 2 years ago2017-04-27 11:06:19 UTC in journal: #8801 Comment #68132
He probably watched a Furry gif.
Commented 3 years ago2016-06-22 16:14:35 UTC in journal: #8713 Comment #49687
I tried to capture the innocence of mapping a lot and ultimately I lost the joy of it too.

Good things go well for you.