Commented 6 years ago2017-05-26 09:04:22 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68269
@Snehk Don't say it, man. xd Speaking of shopping, do you know the last time I bought something? It was during my class' 3-day fieldtrip to Montenegro. But before that? In 5th grade. Seriously.
I've always been 'scared' of people. The entire town, Stolac, knows me but I only know 50 or so people. While my classmates go out during lunch, for example, and buy food, I just eat snacks I bring from home. Lol.
Hmm, all that will change once I go to high school. Going to Mostar every morning and having 6 to 8 classes per day will mean that crisps/chips and a chocolate bar won't be enough. I'll have to buy my own food, lol, and start being more standalone. Time flies so fast. :]
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-26 08:04:52 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68268
@NineTnine Well, yes, I got a panic attack because I went ahead and watched a furry video. I usually avoid any furry content. It's because I'm shy. I avoid furry content because I'm shy.
It's probably because I like the way I imagine them, and not someone else's artistic interpretation of them. And the panic attack was probably because I broke something I promised to myself: to never watch such a video. I'd like to step out of this topic now, until I finish my Far Cry 1 mod.
Hmm, Friday night. Friday night will probably mark the beginning of the second half of de_kobbl's development, i.e. its final phase. Yay, I'll get paid in a few weeks.
@Striker So what? It's the Internet. Besides, if I said that my girlfriend is a foxgirl who's almost 4 years older than me, it doesn't mean that we did inappropriate things.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-25 20:53:14 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68265
OOOOOHH, you meant kissing in the mouth and/or boyfriend-girlfriend relationships!? Hell no.
After all, I've got Jody, my furry girlfriend, remember? Wow, she'll turn 19 in December, time flies so fast. (and yes, she's a bit less than 4 years older than me, OK?)
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-24 19:09:08 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68262
So, I'm done with the semester and 0th grade and elementary school altogether. I finished my biology report and got an A as soon as I had started reading the 3rd page, I showed a presentation about CS 1.6 in Turkish today (and freed around 3.5GB of space because I don't need that raw footage any more), and this night I finished programming an mBot to follow a line.
Yeah, I'm done! I'M A FREE BIRD!!!! Oh right, there's the prom in Friday, darn...
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-23 16:53:39 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68260
@Windawz Lol, Bruce is OK, I don't have anything against him. It's just that some members make jokes which I take seriously and then I make a scene out of it. It's perfectly normal.
@Kachito Ah well, whatever happens, let's hope for the best.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-23 08:36:13 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68259
@Striker My morning is relatively fine. It's close to noon here and I'm literally in school, enjoying my last days of elementary school, while reading these comments.
@NineTnine Well, there were exceptions. I was once really mad at Bruce because he made a joke about the graphics. Just stop comparing Far Cry 1 to SNES! It's a PC game from the same year as Half-Life 2! (that's what's going on in my mind) That cheeky bastard...
But even when I do get mad, I usually cool down in a matter of hours. Now I remember how Jessie gave me a log-out link of TWHL when I said the only jokes I liked were memes. Oh, the good old days. :]
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-22 17:43:37 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68257
@Cd5ssmffan I'm making a short documentary-like film for Turkish class. Basically, it says some basic things about the game, and I show off some maps, including a few demo maps (just for show, lel), and some of my actual maps as well as others' maps.
I hope to have it done before Wednesday... See, I'm only left with recording my voice, finishing demo_2 (the helicopter map) and actually rendering the video.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-22 14:43:43 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68256
Because I'm trying to write that biology report, after which I will work on that Turkish CS 1.6 documentary, after which I'll work on programming a robot for an online competition and THEN I will work on a map.
I just love meaningless conversations like this, lol.
Edit: And hooray! 24 comments! I have never had more than this.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-22 14:17:22 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68255
@The Mad Carrot I really thought that nobody understood what I was saying (maybe except Jessie, lol), so I actually had to write this entire thing.
@Jessie I often don't recognise sarcasm on the Internet. I only recognise it in speech if you stress a specific word or two. And essentially, saying "I don't understand this" despite understanding it is a lie, at least in my perspective. So, every bit of sarcasm is a lie (in my eyes), and I don't like lies.
P.S. I really want to correct that "was" to "were" but I won't. I'm odd, aren't I? (feel free to correct me, I'm always up for improvements)
@Archie Well... I can't say it doesn't make sense. Alright. And what does the "Make a joke mean"? Who made the joke, me or you, or a 3rd person? The imperative form confuses me.
"It's all in good spirits, don't worry." I know, I know. But my reactions will always be inevitable, regardless of what others say.
Though, don't insult Jessie like that. I wouldn't have done that if I had been you. She called me various names: a banana, a comma, a grammar, and so on... Lots of funny moments, and I appreciate that as something which I can remember that one particular member with. I see her as either my best enemy or my worst friend, lol.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-21 20:48:59 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68251
Prost in my language means "simple" (male form - prost, female form - prosta, neuter form - prosto), but its second meaning is something like "sexual" but the use of that meaning for this word is tightly limited to a few scenarios, like "prosti vicevi" which means "sex jokes", ahaha. Yeah, I don't understand those jokes. :/
@Windawz Well, since I live in Bosnia a.k.a. "Slavic Kebab (Balija) Land", you could've assumed I was a Muslim. >:D
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-21 19:50:44 UTC
in journal: #8810Comment #68250
@Cd5ssmffan What are you talking about? :/ I'm a Muslim but not a terrorist/kebab.
@Striker Cool, more reasons for me to go to Germany. If I tell this to my classmates, they will be excited (assuming that the speed restriction thing is true).
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-15 18:20:00 UTC
in journal: #8807Comment #68156
It's odd how I wanted to learn programming in order to code for GoldSrc and CE1, yet now I want to learn it for more things than that.
I don't know what to choose yet, seriously. I think it will be like my current situation:
Basically, my best personal skills are mapping, texturing and video-editing. The rest is pretty basic.
So I'll have a similar thing with programming. I'll specialise in some specific things while I'll have a basic, general knowledge about the others. For example, it's like knowing maths in order to use them to help solve a problem in physics, while physics is my main focus. Something like that, I'm not sure.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-14 21:34:26 UTC
in journal: #8807Comment #68154
Both in grades/scores and in behaviour.
That school was great a couple of years ago but it seems to be decaying these days. I have no idea what's exactly happening with them, but I can only assume that the generations are getting worse and the experienced professors are leaving the school. :/
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-14 18:29:30 UTC
in journal: #8807Comment #68153
OK, bad news...
Apparently, I won't go to the ETS in Mostar because of:
Most of the experienced professors left
Students are starting to get worse and worse in that school
I'd have to wake up at 4:30 in the morning, get to the bus at 6:00 and endure 3 hours of driving until I get there, and then survive 6 to 8 classes and then take 3 hours more to get back home and I'll have very little time to study. __
Looks like I'll have to attend the general high school. But hey! If I complete the general one, I'll be able to sign up any college in my country etc. and as for the programming stuff, I'll make up for it by toying around with C++ at home, lol.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-14 08:05:46 UTC
in journal: #8807Comment #68152
But we're not learning how to compose music!
We learn about music periods (renaissance, classicism, baroque etc.) and we learn how to sing local folk songs, and then we study the people who composed some stuff (Mozart, Beethoven, Chopin etc.)...
It's just annoying to study the same topic for 5 years already (yes, we've done Mozart in 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th grade), I wish we learned more about music theory, notes, chords, scales etc.
And the school doesn't even have a piano! It actually has, but it's sitting in a dark basement under the staircases.
@Snehk Oh yes, you haven't seen my "Epik master plan" journals. I need the bank account only and only for games so I can remove these stupid limits from my Steam account. Yeah, I can buy physical goods with cash, so I won't need a card there. XD
And don't worry, there is a shop nearby, and a bakery on the other end of the street there. I probably won't have problems if I get used to buying stuff. I've never bought my own lunch (or anything for that matter) since 2nd grade.
Commented 6 years ago2017-05-12 12:30:25 UTC
in journal: #8805Comment #61735
Maybe. Since deleting files works by 'tagging' occupied space as free, the actual info is still available, right? It just needs a proper application to recover that info.
I've googled that and there are few programs: Undelete Plus, PC Inspector File Recovery and Restoration. Though, that specific article was written a decade ago.
Edit: Darn, I haven't realised that you wrote something about a milf in there. Silly me. >:/
Commented 6 years ago2017-04-26 19:32:07 UTC
in journal: #8801Comment #68144
@Stojke I've never said I will get involved, lol. I'll just stick to my imagination since it serves me the best. (my imagination just involves my girlfriend, no-one else)
@Dimbeak Why? No, I'll not remove my penis. Besides, I will not have children, hopefully.
@Instant Mix Oh, OK... As I've mentioned, I had a panic attack so I rushed and wrote the journal.
Commented 6 years ago2017-04-25 16:27:49 UTC
in journal: #8801Comment #68143
You know, my horrifying experience might have been a result of a panic attack. I think that's what happened, lol.
Now I'm calm, hopefully. It was just such a big scar that I had to show it, sorry.
But other than that, I'm still not a furry.
Random guy comes and says: Sorry to break it to you, but you've just become a furry. No, you're wrong, Mr. Random Guy! I did it only from curiosity. Though, since that topic (being a furry or not) is still very debatable, a lot of people would think of me as a furry. Just stop it...
Commented 6 years ago2017-04-25 14:08:38 UTC
in journal: #8801Comment #68142
Well, seeing that no-one is interested finding it out the harder way, I could've told it in the first place, to not make it clickbait.
Out of curiosity, I watched a video of what could be considered furry porn. Not a big deal, really (considering the actual content doesn't have any naked body parts etc.), but I had an awful experience afterwards.
Commented 7 years ago2017-04-22 14:37:50 UTC
in journal: #8798Comment #52963
Ah, OK. Wait, the thin wooden platforms where you can go down if you press down, and you can pass through them if you go up but they stop you from falling through?
Commented 7 years ago2017-03-21 17:04:52 UTC
in journal: #8787Comment #62933
On my Samsung SM-G531f, I found out that CM Security's log file is 1.6GB big. I deleted it, my phone crashed and restarted, but then, I was able to install apps again.
Commented 7 years ago2017-03-19 07:36:14 UTC
in vault item: CrossedwireComment #12114
@Archie While I was making ts_untergrund and showing the screenshots, everyone said they were too dark. The same thing goes for de_kobbl.
And now, you're saying it's too bright! Well, guess what, they're actually my monitor's colour settings.
Essentially, contrast is high, brightness compensates the contrast (so br. also gets a bit high) and I also turn on "vivid colours". So yeah, the lighting looks great on my end. I don't know what's the big deal with my gamma setup. In fact, I will show you a screenshot of my colour settings, and the video settings in GoldSrc.
Commented 7 years ago2017-03-18 20:17:21 UTC
in vault item: CrossedwireComment #12156
Let's take a look at this framerate nightmare again: (well, if 6fps is a nightmare xD)
Thank God, and thank you, Archie! Finally, my frames are back at 20fps to 30fps instead of my GPU struggling to handle the flickering lights.
The same thing here, although it doesn't change much. :/ My frames are OK, seems playable here. Nice details there and there, and I like the overall feel and taste for textures.
Ah, one of those rare spots where I get 60fps. Lots of TWHL references scattered around the map. That's what makes these maps so special: wisely putting (not too many) references of things/people we know.
Looks like you listened to my advice. xD Or someone else told you?
So the minimum framerate I get in the whole map is 9fps. Perfect, compared to the previous version's 4fps which was present a lot, in fact.
Uhh... what. Ah well, not everything has to be perfect.
This is a very very nostalgic pipe... Reminds me of the Half-Life 2 sewers! Also, nice use of the Glow Render Mode with sprites in the tunnel afterwards.
So yeah, I can say that, with much better framerates, this map is optimised sufficiently for older hardware, and is able to run acceptably on my almost-10-year-old laptop. You basically gave me a performance boost (and thank you for that). If we were to rate on a scale of 10, I'd give a 9. So, that's basically 5 out of 5 stars here.
Don't say it, man. xd
Speaking of shopping, do you know the last time I bought something? It was during my class' 3-day fieldtrip to Montenegro. But before that? In 5th grade. Seriously.
I've always been 'scared' of people. The entire town, Stolac, knows me but I only know 50 or so people. While my classmates go out during lunch, for example, and buy food, I just eat snacks I bring from home. Lol.
Hmm, all that will change once I go to high school. Going to Mostar every morning and having 6 to 8 classes per day will mean that crisps/chips and a chocolate bar won't be enough. I'll have to buy my own food, lol, and start being more standalone.
Time flies so fast. :]
Edit:
Also, here's a video of that cute little mBot I finished coding a line-follower for:
http://www.moddb.com/members/admer456/videos/best-toy-ever#imagebox
Well, yes, I got a panic attack because I went ahead and watched a furry video. I usually avoid any furry content. It's because I'm shy. I avoid furry content because I'm shy.
It's probably because I like the way I imagine them, and not someone else's artistic interpretation of them. And the panic attack was probably because I broke something I promised to myself: to never watch such a video.
I'd like to step out of this topic now, until I finish my Far Cry 1 mod.
Hmm, Friday night. Friday night will probably mark the beginning of the second half of de_kobbl's development, i.e. its final phase. Yay, I'll get paid in a few weeks.
@Striker
So what? It's the Internet. Besides, if I said that my girlfriend is a foxgirl who's almost 4 years older than me, it doesn't mean that we did inappropriate things.
OH SHIP, the prom will happen today at 19:00 (7 p.m.). But I got a cold...
Well, that's awkward. Still, I love my foxgirl more than everything, so it's not going to happen.
After all, I've got Jody, my furry girlfriend, remember? Wow, she'll turn 19 in December, time flies so fast. (and yes, she's a bit less than 4 years older than me, OK?)
Hello.
Wow, over 50 comments, thank you people.
Wait, you mean to not kiss my cousin in the cheeks? Kissing my relatives anyhow is a thing I stopped doing years ago.
@Dimbeak
Prom is neutral. It depends on the situation.
Yeah, I'm done! I'M A FREE BIRD!!!! Oh right, there's the prom in Friday, darn...
My only problem with Germany is that I didn't have German in school. Basically, my stupid classmates voted for Turkish in 6th grade.
So I'll probably get German in high school. But I'm worried that I won't know anything. Ah well, we will see how it goes.
Lol, Bruce is OK, I don't have anything against him. It's just that some members make jokes which I take seriously and then I make a scene out of it. It's perfectly normal.
@Kachito
Ah well, whatever happens, let's hope for the best.
My morning is relatively fine. It's close to noon here and I'm literally in school, enjoying my last days of elementary school, while reading these comments.
@NineTnine
Well, there were exceptions. I was once really mad at Bruce because he made a joke about the graphics. Just stop comparing Far Cry 1 to SNES! It's a PC game from the same year as Half-Life 2! (that's what's going on in my mind) That cheeky bastard...
But even when I do get mad, I usually cool down in a matter of hours. Now I remember how Jessie gave me a log-out link of TWHL when I said the only jokes I liked were memes. Oh, the good old days. :]
Speaking of insults, I'd never insult anyone because I remember getting very upset because I wrote "Oh shut up" to someone in Discord. XD
I'm making a short documentary-like film for Turkish class. Basically, it says some basic things about the game, and I show off some maps, including a few demo maps (just for show, lel), and some of my actual maps as well as others' maps.
I hope to have it done before Wednesday...
See, I'm only left with recording my voice, finishing demo_2 (the helicopter map) and actually rendering the video.
I just love meaningless conversations like this, lol.
Edit: And hooray! 24 comments! I have never had more than this.
I really thought that nobody understood what I was saying (maybe except Jessie, lol), so I actually had to write this entire thing.
@Jessie
I often don't recognise sarcasm on the Internet. I only recognise it in speech if you stress a specific word or two. And essentially, saying "I don't understand this" despite understanding it is a lie, at least in my perspective. So, every bit of sarcasm is a lie (in my eyes), and I don't like lies.
P.S. I really want to correct that "was" to "were" but I won't. I'm odd, aren't I? (feel free to correct me, I'm always up for improvements)
@Archie
Well... I can't say it doesn't make sense. Alright. And what does the "Make a joke mean"? Who made the joke, me or you, or a 3rd person? The imperative form confuses me.
"It's all in good spirits, don't worry."
I know, I know. But my reactions will always be inevitable, regardless of what others say.
Though, don't insult Jessie like that. I wouldn't have done that if I had been you. She called me various names: a banana, a comma, a grammar, and so on... Lots of funny moments, and I appreciate that as something which I can remember that one particular member with.
I see her as either my best enemy or my worst friend, lol.
What's so ironic about this journal? I don't see any iron here! xD (now that's a pun)
But on a serious note, what's so ironic about it?
One less reason not to go = One more reason to go
Though, I don't think that uncensoring Half-Life is a reason to go. It's just 1 reason less, to not go.
I mean, we have x reasons on one side (why to go) and y reasons on the another (why not to go).
Basically, uncensoring Half-Life is y - 1.
y - 1 is not x + 1 in this case.
So, I did say it in another way but that other statement (one more reason to go) isn't correct. That's at least how I think of it.
@Windawz
Bosnian, Serbian and Croatian are like Russian on steroids. Good luck with that, haha.
@Windawz
Well, since I live in Bosnia a.k.a. "Slavic Kebab (Balija) Land", you could've assumed I was a Muslim. >:D
What are you talking about? :/
I'm a Muslim but not a terrorist/kebab.
@Striker
Cool, more reasons for me to go to Germany.
If I tell this to my classmates, they will be excited (assuming that the speed restriction thing is true).
I don't know what to choose yet, seriously. I think it will be like my current situation:
Basically, my best personal skills are mapping, texturing and video-editing. The rest is pretty basic.
So I'll have a similar thing with programming. I'll specialise in some specific things while I'll have a basic, general knowledge about the others. For example, it's like knowing maths in order to use them to help solve a problem in physics, while physics is my main focus. Something like that, I'm not sure.
I'd also learn C# along the way, though. :3
But hey, it's better than what we did in 7th grade: QBasic! HA-HA-HAAA!
That school was great a couple of years ago but it seems to be decaying these days. I have no idea what's exactly happening with them, but I can only assume that the generations are getting worse and the experienced professors are leaving the school. :/
My future is uncertain, sadly.
Apparently, I won't go to the ETS in Mostar because of:
- I'd have to wake up at 4:30 in the morning, get to the bus at 6:00 and endure 3 hours of driving until I get there, and then survive 6 to 8 classes and then take 3 hours more to get back home and I'll have very little time to study. __
Looks like I'll have to attend the general high school.But hey! If I complete the general one, I'll be able to sign up any college in my country etc. and as for the programming stuff, I'll make up for it by toying around with C++ at home, lol.
We learn about music periods (renaissance, classicism, baroque etc.) and we learn how to sing local folk songs, and then we study the people who composed some stuff (Mozart, Beethoven, Chopin etc.)...
It's just annoying to study the same topic for 5 years already (yes, we've done Mozart in 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th and 9th grade), I wish we learned more about music theory, notes, chords, scales etc.
And the school doesn't even have a piano! It actually has, but it's sitting in a dark basement under the staircases.
@Snehk
Oh yes, you haven't seen my "Epik master plan" journals.
I need the bank account only and only for games so I can remove these stupid limits from my Steam account. Yeah, I can buy physical goods with cash, so I won't need a card there. XD
And don't worry, there is a shop nearby, and a bakery on the other end of the street there. I probably won't have problems if I get used to buying stuff. I've never bought my own lunch (or anything for that matter) since 2nd grade.
I could comfort you, lol.
Since deleting files works by 'tagging' occupied space as free, the actual info is still available, right? It just needs a proper application to recover that info.
I've googled that and there are few programs: Undelete Plus, PC Inspector File Recovery and Restoration. Though, that specific article was written a decade ago.
Edit: Darn, I haven't realised that you wrote something about a milf in there. Silly me. >:/
Congratulations.
I wish I typed this earlier, but I couldn't because I was lazy. :/
They look like some Cube: Sauerbraten maps.
Edit: Wrong game. I meant the first Cube. Some (if not, most) of its maps seem like they have a lack of lighting even though they have lighting.
It's in my watch history on my YouTube channel: Admer456.
I've never said I will get involved, lol. I'll just stick to my imagination since it serves me the best.
(my imagination just involves my girlfriend, no-one else)
@Dimbeak
Why?
No, I'll not remove my penis.
Besides, I will not have children, hopefully.
@Instant Mix
Oh, OK...
As I've mentioned, I had a panic attack so I rushed and wrote the journal.
Now I'm calm, hopefully. It was just such a big scar that I had to show it, sorry.
But other than that, I'm still not a furry.
Random guy comes and says: Sorry to break it to you, but you've just become a furry.
No, you're wrong, Mr. Random Guy! I did it only from curiosity. Though, since that topic (being a furry or not) is still very debatable, a lot of people would think of me as a furry. Just stop it...
Out of curiosity, I watched a video of what could be considered furry porn. Not a big deal, really (considering the actual content doesn't have any naked body parts etc.), but I had an awful experience afterwards.
I guess it could've been worse.
Wait, the thin wooden platforms where you can go down if you press down, and you can pass through them if you go up but they stop you from falling through?
Me neither. Could we get a simple drawing or a sketch explaining that, please? :3
Very useful skill. Let it be a hobby. =)
No, changed my mind.
And... what about texture alignment? I played Unreal yesterday and everything looked so seamed on the edges of cliffs and terrain.
So, by trying to fix one end (darkness), I broke the other end. (brightness)
Uhh... come on...
Looks like I'll have to default it all and re-configure it.
While I was making ts_untergrund and showing the screenshots, everyone said they were too dark. The same thing goes for de_kobbl.
And now, you're saying it's too bright!
Well, guess what, they're actually my monitor's colour settings.
Essentially, contrast is high, brightness compensates the contrast (so br. also gets a bit high) and I also turn on "vivid colours". So yeah, the lighting looks great on my end. I don't know what's the big deal with my gamma setup. In fact, I will show you a screenshot of my colour settings, and the video settings in GoldSrc.
Finally, my frames are back at 20fps to 30fps instead of my GPU struggling to handle the flickering lights.
My frames are OK, seems playable here. Nice details there and there, and I like the overall feel and taste for textures.
Lots of TWHL references scattered around the map. That's what makes these maps so special: wisely putting (not too many) references of things/people we know.
Or someone else told you?
Reminds me of the Half-Life 2 sewers!
Also, nice use of the Glow Render Mode with sprites in the tunnel afterwards.
So yeah, I can say that, with much better framerates, this map is optimised sufficiently for older hardware, and is able to run acceptably on my almost-10-year-old laptop. You basically gave me a performance boost (and thank you for that).
If we were to rate on a scale of 10, I'd give a 9.
So, that's basically 5 out of 5 stars here.
If you want, freely call me AdmerFourFiftySix. xD (or anything else that you'd like)
Edit: You'd seriously throw me out of an aircraft?
I'll join.
I will take a screenshot of the entire blog and upload it somewhere, e.g. on Imgur.
Thank you, GhostOneTwentyNiner! xD