Journal #6065

You're not going to feel this way when those 3 years are over. Horomones are doing a number on your psychological well being, but it'll get better.
I can assure you that 16 is not the most beautiful part of your life, as you are still confined to your parents' house. You probably feel like you haven't lived yet, and rightfully so because you haven't had a reason to yet.

YOU'RE TURNING EMO. HAHAHAHAHA

WorldCrafter: Maybe you're right. But I don't know. Time makes you an adult. I would like to be a child..
SpaG: No.

What the hell are you talking about? Don't feel bad, feel really good knowing that soon you will be growing facial hair (unless of course you already are)! You will be able to sport your own goatee and attract the attention of the ladies: http://images.google.com/images?gbv=2&hl=en&sa=1&q=goatee&aq=0s&oq=goatie&aqi=g-s1g1g-sx2g-s1g-sx5&start=0

It's called depression. Blame your testicles.

Just dont cut them off.

"unless of course you already are"
I really miss my childish face now.
"It's called depression. Blame your testicles."
I knew I shouldn't have fapped 2 days ago.
"Just dont cut them off."
I won't.

You're maturing my friend. It does crazy things to you emotions but trust me. School may be the best years in terms of the lack of responsibility, but adult life, if done right, is fucking fun!

Go and cry emo kid
P.S.: Don't take it serious.
P.S.S.: Just don't kill your self. Everything will be ok.

Dude of course I'm not going to kill myself. I had better reasons to do this and I didn't. Like, for example, not being able to shit for 1 week(god knows why).

"but adult life, if done right, is fucking fun!"
I hope so... For the moment, the best thing I can see for the future is that I'm going to get my drivers license.

And I won't kill myself because I know it hurts. A long time ago I jumped off the first floor of a building and broke my leg. It was painful.

It's okay. At least you're not the most hated person in your school
It'll get better, unless something like a resonance cascade happens.

It's not hurts if you use stuff like sleeping tablets.

Eat more veggies.

"At least you're not the most hated person in your school "
What, are you ? I'm not hated by my colleagues, but some teachers consider me arrogant =)) ( just because I like talking(on the subject !) because I know...and like discussing, not like most of the class. Mute.). And I still help my colleagues with the homework, and sometimes I'm having enough. And for that "I am arrogant". That pisses me off.

I'm the kind of person almost everyone targets, unfortunatley.
One of the reasons I hate school.

I think I have depression.

I do.

Emo TWHL needs to call the WAAAAMBULANCE.

I'm also the type of person that everyone targets, but luckily none of the people that used to target me were anyway near intelligent to qualify for a university course, so at the moment I'm having a pretty sweet time. It's too early in the year to be a target. I'm enjoying being anonymous. =D

People don't target me. I carry knives.
LOLOLOLOLOL

"I'm enjoying being anonymous" Lucky. I wish I was anonymous.
"People don't target me. I carry knives" Lol.

Cstriker, take a page out of these guy's books. They know how to look at the bright side. We could all learn from that.

Eat sandviches till you suddenly say "Whats that Sandvitch? Kill them all? Good idea! Arhahahaha", then buy a gun and go on a school shooting spree. It worked for me, so it should work for you.

Bonus points for headshots, crotch shots, or killing more then 1 person with a single bullet. Good luck!

Crits for 5 seconds if you manage to kill someone with your fists.

And shots through walls.

EDIT: I'm considering seeing a shrink or something.

"buy a gun and go on a school shooting spree. It worked for me, so it should work for you."
Uh, don't tell him to do that. At his state, he might, (MIGHT) actually do it. That's not funny.

Don't listen to Jeff, Striker!
Should your spree be long enough, you might even get a free hat out of it!

You need some sex. Sex always works on problems like sadness.

I'm ok know. I made a 98 km trip. I feel excellent. Fuck me. I'm insane. One moment I'm almost like an emo and next time I don't give a fuck for anything.
I feel good. Wo ho wo ho wo ho wo...

YAY! SPEEDY RECOVERY!

Did you get your hat? ;o