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I thought it was Quake 2 in 1996, and Quake 1 in 1995.
But Half-Life 1 was in 1998. >:D (98th comment)

Well, Quake has been released in 1996. Great game.

Yeah, and I'm the 96th comment. It means something to me because 1996 seems like a good year, lol.
Oh right, Valve was founded in 1996, right?

"but then I'd run out of some 'fuel' for my journal's comments."

We can still talk about Starcraft though.

@Instant Mix
"May be" doesn't mean that I am.
And I've never had one before. I imagined Jody around 2015, even though (according to the mod's story) I met her in 2017, hahaha.

Look, she accidentally occurred.

I spontaneously imagined her, then fell in love with her, and now I can't go back. Also, the thing which intensifies me staying with her forever, is the fact that, when I fell in love with someone in 6th grade, she (not Jody, but one of my classmates) hated me. That made me think that pretty much every girl I fall in love with will hate me.

And since a real girlfriend is an optional thing which I won't need for a happy life, I'm perfectly happy with my imaginary girlfriend, because I just don't want to bother maintaining a real relationship with someone, at least now.
With Jody, it's easy. Her love is almost unconditional, but she will bring me to my knees if I cross the limit, which is pretty hard for me to do, lol.

I'd love to say "Just leave me alone regarding this topic!" but then I'd run out of some 'fuel' for my journal's comments. xD

You should keep in mind that every person is strange in his own way.

yeah man at your age if you are still having imaginary girlfriends, you may be schizophrenic.

And it seems I have to continue to play with bots... They are so difficult and uninteresting to play with, at least for me.

Which days? Ah, the days of you people playing Starcraft. Well... I have simply never heard of that game until 2016 or so.

man these days will never go

Well, not quite with me. I have 0 interest in games like Starcraft. Sorry.

We could play some Starcraft: Brood War through Tunngle in future.

Yeah, but much better than Hamachi, as far as I've experienced it.
As far as I know, Hamachi is simply a tunnelling thing, whereas Tunngle is a full-featured LAN emulator. Literally, launch a game with Tunngle and you can go to the LAN tab and connect to someone's server, that "someone" who isn't in your physical LAN network.

It's so cool! Plus, the network lag is smaller.

Tunngle is like Hamachi?

So I tried out Tunngle. My ping is so low! Remarkable. My ping was always below 150, while it's usually 300. MAN, that's so good!

Now I'll start working on de_kobbl and probably upload those prom photos...

Edit:

'Teh Epik Master Plan: Part 3' will come out this summer! Prepare yourselves for the ultimate end to the story: Will the protagonist get what he had always wanted?

Check out the first 2 parts:
Part 1
Part 2: The Research

Thank you.
And now I'm starting up Tunngle again...

Not the worst of proms, could've been better though. Congrats anyways.

@NineTnine
She is imaginary, yes, and she's the product of my imagination. It would then mean that her ideas were my ideas. Hmm, but as I was making the map, I had her right next to me (imagined, of course), telling me a few things, and then she left. She then came after a few minutes to see how I'm going, and that's when she told me to put the casette players into the map. :]

Technically, that would've been my idea, but since I've had such an illusion (caused by my imagination), I'd regard it as her idea.

And now someone comes and says: "Don't do drugs."
Those weren't drugs, nor alcohol, nor anything. Just my consistent imagination.

@Snehk
Congrats man, you deserve a medal.
The prom was OK, and I'm only recovering from my cold which I've had for 4 days already.

When I came there, I saw a few of my classmates, some of them carrying roses. Then I went with my parents to find my grandpa (who had been waiting us for a few hours, poor man), after which I went to my classmates. Then, the other guys came, and they looked like those people from James Bond movies and Scarface. Wow.

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P.S. Today was my first time in 2017 that I've worn jeans. Not at the prom, but rather at the ceremony of my school's birthday. That's where I got 2 diplomas (physics and English competitions) and one more paper because I was given the title "Ponos Å¡kole" - "The school's pride".

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Then my dad came through the masses and gave me a rose since I didn't have one. A few minutes later, my partner found me and I gave her the rose, lol.
And the next 30 minutes were spent in taking pictures. I recall being asked more than 6 times to take a photo for someone, ahahaha.

Then we went ahead, to Nota - a restaurant in my local town, Stolac.
So, I was walking with my partner, and there was a girl in front of us who was wearing high heels. XD
My partner and that girl's partner kept joking about how she would fall like that, and I was laughing so hard and in my iconic way that the pairs behind us laughed too. In fact, we were being followed by cameras, so 50% of the photos during the walk are photos of me laughing! XD

Then we finally came to Nota, and we were on the outer part, the one which hangs above the river. Forgot its name.
That's where we ordered our drinks (I had an orange juice, while the rest had Sprites and Coca-Colas). 10 to 20 minutes later, we received our meals. Mine was ćevapi and chips (or 'french fries', for the rest of the world).

30 minutes later, we were taking photos with each other again (I'll post some in the Post Your Photos thread). That's also when I took a selfie with my best classmate.

Then we went back to our seats. That's when I made 2 meme-like photos, which made some of my friends laugh. XD

Then they started dancing, and I went to the other end of the table, to the sofa. Ahh, what a relief. They were so loud that I just wanted to get out of the place. And when they calmed down, the schoolmaster/pedagogue/whatever, along with one more person, brought 2 cakes. I didn't have any of it, though, because: 1. I had no interest whatsoever; 2. Nobody noticed me since I was far behind, lol

And then we left. As we were going, a car passed by and something fell into my eyes in that moment. So I had to rub them. And then one girl came and asked "Why are you crying?". I said "I'm not crying, I have something in my eye.". Then she said "Well, I have a pupil in my eye, so I don't rub it!", to which I responded: "Unlike you, I have something additional in my eye which bothers it!"

I could've also added "And that includes you." but that would've been an insult.

And then we came near the school, where I split from my group, walking towards my dad. They continued off to the park, and I went back home... :]

I claim 80th post in AdmShout losers.

How was your prom Admer? Recovering from a hangover?

But if Jody isn't real....

In your last map you credited her for giving you ideas and advice?

i want to die

@rufee

How would it be called? "ShoutBOX 2.0" or, like, hmm... "Ask Admer"?

I think this journal should be a forum topic at this rate.
Just saying. You can now get back to what you were talking about.

@Striker
I tried to approximate the story to some of my classmates, hehehe. They understood a good deal of it. I just like the concept of anthropomorphic animals so much that I want to add them into my mod. :3

@Dimbeak
A sin in a religion or something? If so, then I'm not that much worried.

Do people in real life know your story Admer?

I think you should watch the movie, splice. Actually dont watch it, it might scare you badly. In fact, forget what i said. definitely do NOT look it up.

indulgence is a sin

@Instant Mix
She's imaginary. I doubt she'd ever be real, though I wish she was real. :]

@Archie
You've got 0 idea about the background story here.

Jody was born human, but she decided to sign up for genetic modifications to herself when she was 15. Because of those modifications, her fur doesn't grow, doesn't fall, and basically doesn't change (and she had changed her eye colour to green).
The only thing which grows is perhaps her tail which should stop growing at the age of 25, lol. No physical problems whatsoever, except she's usually naked during hot summer days... unless someone turns on climate control. XD

Jody was supposed to be a character in my cancelled HL mod, and the story is pretty complex (which will be carried on to another mod in progress).
And she isn't the only furry to be in the mod, but more on that once I finish my Far Cry mod (because the FC mod serves as a sequel to my original HL mod)

And, I've never said I had ****ed her. (P.S. I won't dare to click that link)
Most of the time, we just cuddle. :3

And now maybe I've said too much. But still, I've said much less than I could have.

you should meet my girlfriend, rick johnson

woah this was well worth the read

just to clarify Admer, is this foxperson thing a real or imaginary girlfriend? Just a bit lost on the matter x

Double entendre entirely intended.

To be fair I think most people on this site have a little Aspergian cuddliness to them. I know I do. And Urby? The least said the better.

Admer, you don't need to be ashamed of your fetishes, but purely from a practical standpoint it's worth noting that animal hair is a fucking pain in the ass to get out of bedsheets. It's bad enough letting a cat sleep on the end of your bed, let alone banging a furry.

I rest my case.

@Jessie
Yes, are you jealous? Oddly, I still behave like a normal being. (except for the shopping part, hahaha)

This is why I wouldn't trade my brain with my classmates even though they want it (to get good grades, lol). I'm designed to handle this set of, let's call them, 'problems', because I doubt that anyone else would handle what's going to happen to me.

Now someone comes in and says: "What you've just said is a complete sack of bull****."
I don't care...

@Striker
"It's starting to get a little weird around here."

Totally agree with you.

You're a psychologist's dream.

@Snehk
Don't say it, man. xd
Speaking of shopping, do you know the last time I bought something? It was during my class' 3-day fieldtrip to Montenegro. But before that? In 5th grade. Seriously.

I've always been 'scared' of people. The entire town, Stolac, knows me but I only know 50 or so people. While my classmates go out during lunch, for example, and buy food, I just eat snacks I bring from home. Lol.

Hmm, all that will change once I go to high school. Going to Mostar every morning and having 6 to 8 classes per day will mean that crisps/chips and a chocolate bar won't be enough. I'll have to buy my own food, lol, and start being more standalone.
Time flies so fast. :]

Edit:
Also, here's a video of that cute little mBot I finished coding a line-follower for:
http://www.moddb.com/members/admer456/videos/best-toy-ever#imagebox

This journal should reach 100 in no time. Admer's shoutbox.

Today some girl just outside a supermarket asked me to help her with her shopping, which she could barely lift. I helped her without hesitation - packed all of the shopping to a basket in her bike. +10 helpful bonus?

@NineTnine
Well, yes, I got a panic attack because I went ahead and watched a furry video. I usually avoid any furry content. It's because I'm shy. I avoid furry content because I'm shy.

It's probably because I like the way I imagine them, and not someone else's artistic interpretation of them. And the panic attack was probably because I broke something I promised to myself: to never watch such a video.
I'd like to step out of this topic now, until I finish my Far Cry 1 mod.

Hmm, Friday night. Friday night will probably mark the beginning of the second half of de_kobbl's development, i.e. its final phase. Yay, I'll get paid in a few weeks.

@Striker
So what? It's the Internet. Besides, if I said that my girlfriend is a foxgirl who's almost 4 years older than me, it doesn't mean that we did inappropriate things.

It's starting to get a little weird around here.

Finding out your girlfriend is 18 years old sort of fazes me a bit Admer. Didn't you recently say you got freaked out by some furry videos?

On the other hand, it is Friday night so I've got that going for me at least!

Hey, good morning.
OH SHIP, the prom will happen today at 19:00 (7 p.m.). But I got a cold...

Morning post to keep the fire burning.

moment of silence
Well, that's awkward. Still, I love my foxgirl more than everything, so it's not going to happen.