Journal #6574

Sucks.

Maybe you should just get a sex change?

(attempt at healing with humour)

No offense at all, but are you absolutely sure they aren't lying in lieu of just saying they aren't interested?

@Urby: If I became a woman, I'd probably still be into women. So I guess I can't blame her...

@Soup Miner: I really don't think so. I wasn't even after them. Not even hinting at such a thing in our conversations, it just came up casually. And the last one, being my closest friend, would have never done such a thing even if I tried to get closer. Now, after a few months of absence (due to studies, work, etc.), we get up to date... and I'm told this. Knowing her as I do, I am certain she's more than worth her weight in gold, diamonds and ununoctium - to the power of googolplex. It makes me sad because even though I didn't want anything more with her, I know she would make the finest once-in-a-lifetime girlfriend (to my standards at least).

It sort of feels as if each time I turn around, I see a door closing - even if I didn't even want to go through that door.

...It happens man. Earlier this year, I found out a girl I had a huge crush on was a lesbian. I know how it feels. You'll get over it, despite your bad luck of having it happen thrice.

@Stu: That's what I mean. Sex change, then ask her out again.

@Jeff: Probably the worst part is that this one wasn't a year ago.

@Urby: Perhaps I should be lookin' for discount tickets for surgery then.

I'm guessing this is just life's way of saying "see this? you can't have it anyway"

And that's when you stop by Burger King to cheer yourself up :3

LOL. Ok, that cheered me up a bit, thanks.

Tell them you're gay. That will sort things out.

Huh.. you think so?

Heres what I would do. Go to the gym four days a week. Get a mad tan from outside. Flex the guns and turn her straight. Lol.

^win^