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Just starting to create CS mapps 
It's hard cuz i really do love her, as corny as it sounds.
Anywho.. we talked today and there is a chance things will work out. Haven't got the time or energy to describe everything to you guys, and i doubt you would find it that inseresting.
There are feelings after all.. that's all i wish to say Atm. Don't wanna get my hopes up either. Nothing is certain.
But i explaned some of my odd behaivior and she understood, As allways.
Thx again to the peepz here at TWHL who cares about the shitty life of a "Goth-Black-Metaller" (Who doesn't look that bad for a "Goth-Black-Metaller" guy, according to Mephs
)
Anywho.. we talked today and there is a chance things will work out. Haven't got the time or energy to describe everything to you guys, and i doubt you would find it that inseresting.
There are feelings after all.. that's all i wish to say Atm. Don't wanna get my hopes up either. Nothing is certain.
But i explaned some of my odd behaivior and she understood, As allways.
Thx again to the peepz here at TWHL who cares about the shitty life of a "Goth-Black-Metaller" (Who doesn't look that bad for a "Goth-Black-Metaller" guy, according to Mephs
)
Checkout ny new avatar, made with The GIMP 2.2 in 30 min.
Map? Come on IRC? Rob old ladies? Disregard the last suggestion in a blindingly fast 44 milliseconds.
i have no idea what the hell i'm supposed to do 
STOP SPAMMING!
today was ok. 9AM to 12AM i went to math class, did some math, came back, and now doing nothing. I should study Vocabulary now, since I take the SAT on 22th (not for college, im not that old..) but i just cant study, dont want to.
It's probably because the last month i've been studying like a maniac.
it's 3:35 PM now, and I plan on reading 'Dracula' for the rest of the day, after im done with doing nothing. I should study a little vocab too. And! I shold also try out the mnemonic (did i spell right? : ) thinking that was said in the UP Ur Score.. i'll try the one where i listen to the definitions i say.
Because i'm pretty bored now, even though not too much.
Oh and before all that i should get some sleep, i only slept like 6 hours yesterday, which is actually too little for me, whatever you may think.
I've been playing around with my map. I realized brightness of '1' in light_environment would actually give you fair light, which looks like just before the evening. that means i can't create nights using light_environment. btw, the map cs_training (currently my only posted map) has light_environment of '1', and it still gives fair light.
Speaking of mapping, I really wish i'd become a better mapper. Of all the maps i've made, all except one is crap maps for testing out entities , and one is a semi-serious map, cs_training.
I can't seem to think of adequate things to map of, in addition to being new at mapping.
But that's because i'm new at mapping, and it'll all be better soon.
It's probably because the last month i've been studying like a maniac.
it's 3:35 PM now, and I plan on reading 'Dracula' for the rest of the day, after im done with doing nothing. I should study a little vocab too. And! I shold also try out the mnemonic (did i spell right? : ) thinking that was said in the UP Ur Score.. i'll try the one where i listen to the definitions i say.
Because i'm pretty bored now, even though not too much.
Oh and before all that i should get some sleep, i only slept like 6 hours yesterday, which is actually too little for me, whatever you may think.
I've been playing around with my map. I realized brightness of '1' in light_environment would actually give you fair light, which looks like just before the evening. that means i can't create nights using light_environment. btw, the map cs_training (currently my only posted map) has light_environment of '1', and it still gives fair light.
Speaking of mapping, I really wish i'd become a better mapper. Of all the maps i've made, all except one is crap maps for testing out entities , and one is a semi-serious map, cs_training.
I can't seem to think of adequate things to map of, in addition to being new at mapping.
But that's because i'm new at mapping, and it'll all be better soon.
- Jan 10th, 2004, 3:45 PM
ok i decided to really post journals now... in retrospect everything looks stupid SO...
do you play Starcraft? if u do, check out Pr0] clan in West (op pr0])
say you know me (Pr0]Okgo) they might still know me
it's a damn cho-gosu clan, but they let Americans join without a test (they 'gosu' community is mostly korean)
say you know me (Pr0]Okgo) they might still know me
it's a damn cho-gosu clan, but they let Americans join without a test (they 'gosu' community is mostly korean)
have u guys been to Egir.dk? it's a good site too; and also 69th vlatitude.
TWHL, egir.dk, and 69th
are the best combos
use them all!
TWHL, egir.dk, and 69th
are the best combos
use them all!
what i really like is Linkin Park, but i've been listening to them for years now, and it sucks now.
but i admit their songs on Hybrid Theory is the best. Meteora and Reanimation sucks though.
but i admit their songs on Hybrid Theory is the best. Meteora and Reanimation sucks though.
Avril lavigne sucks too . she shouldn't sing.
Green Day sucks. they were good for the first week i was listening to them, but it wears out too fast.
Eminem's ENCORE sucks like fuck. i';d give negative 5 stars for all songs except Rain Man, i'd give about 1 or 2. don't buy that, its a waste of money, but if you're really curious what they are, just download them and listen. (your ears will decay)
oh have anybody tried out playing with the command [hud_draw 0] on? that's the most fun, cuz you don't see the green semi-cross (you know what i mean.?) in the middle. so you have harder time, but it's more realistic, and more fun. try it out! btw snipers don't work with hud_draw 0.
Eminem's ENCORE sucks like fuck. i';d give negative 5 stars for all songs except Rain Man, i'd give about 1 or 2. don't buy that, its a waste of money, but if you're really curious what they are, just download them and listen. (your ears will decay)
oh have anybody tried out playing with the command [hud_draw 0] on? that's the most fun, cuz you don't see the green semi-cross (you know what i mean.?) in the middle. so you have harder time, but it's more realistic, and more fun. try it out! btw snipers don't work with hud_draw 0.
yea some guys are just about crazy, they study all day from winter break to the test day, and they get average score of 95+ (crazy people)
I take SAT on January 22th, for CTY, if any of you know what it is...i went to a Math-related course last year, but i want to try out an English course now. Besides, my parents wont let me go unless i take an English course. (Math is just too ez) But it's gonna be hard, cuz i can only get around 500 (if im good) on the verbal, but to go to the English-related courses i need to get above 560.
And after i take the SAT, i need to take the TOEFL, which isn't so hard in general, but easy to make lots of mistakes.
I'm reading 'Dracula', a book, and it's really great. It's better than Harry Potter, and all other books for all i know.
Anyway also i wish to get better at mapping, but i just dont have time... my Grade was 86.5, which isn't all too bad, but the guys
And after i take the SAT, i need to take the TOEFL, which isn't so hard in general, but easy to make lots of mistakes.
I'm reading 'Dracula', a book, and it's really great. It's better than Harry Potter, and all other books for all i know.
Anyway also i wish to get better at mapping, but i just dont have time... my Grade was 86.5, which isn't all too bad, but the guys