Journal #3554

Later this day i was thinking about humanity.. When are we really happy? I think i'v never been happy. Think like this, you are never out of problems and never out of stress.. You are often sitting at home / school / work and planning out what to do when you come home to be sure you wont spill any time.

Then this question is unavoidible: Am i happy?
And i couldnt answer to that question.. I was sure of the answer that you could never be happy in today's world.. You cant be happy these days. The world is full of War, political battles, bills etc..

I dont have so much friends but they i'v got are important to me. And i will do anything to them, i got more in different countries than i got in Sweden. But i dont care, they and me will make my day.. And i know what this forum need's right now.. And that is some Halflife 2 Example maps. Enjoy these i will send in.

EDIT: I will send in them later in the week. Im going to Riga in 5 min. So stay tuned!