It's hard cuz i really do love her, as corny as it sounds.
Anywho.. we talked today and there is a chance things will work out. Haven't got the time or energy to describe everything to you guys, and i doubt you would find it that inseresting.
There are feelings after all.. that's all i wish to say Atm. Don't wanna get my hopes up either. Nothing is certain.
But i explaned some of my odd behaivior and she understood, As allways.
Thx again to the peepz here at TWHL who cares about the shitty life of a "Goth-Black-Metaller" (Who doesn't look that bad for a "Goth-Black-Metaller" guy, according to Mephs
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