Journals

just got photoshop back and...with newfound inspiration, i've been doodling here and there like crazy. i'm so happy, and also so sad. more frustration than saddness i think...but such is life. i'm enjoying it very much so.

OMG!! I finally found the map editor again and started working on my first real map haha. wow, i really suck now even worse than before!! It's so exciting starting again, it just makes me feel so...good, i think i'm on crack or something haha. I missed mapping...I missed this site, and all of you guys and girl(s)
i hope to own my mapping and pick up the concepts quickly again. yay!! /hug
i'm too happy about this haha. oh well

Hello quiet_girl86! This is your 200th login. Whoa!

I know it should be much more than that, but I should also have about a gazillion more maps than i do haha. i forgot how to map omg!! college has taken over my life!
woooot, i miss twhl days

want...to map..................just..can't................find the..time!!..or the skillz!

..I guess I could find time.......but it's hard and.....I feel like I forgot everything......but who knows, maybe it would all start to come back to me if I just tried!

My new goal in life is to learn how to play "hungarian rhapsody" by franz liszt on piano...and to play it perfectly...or at least close....
i think if i could do that.......i would be more satisfied and content with myself than any person on earth could ever be.
or, well..i'm not sure, maybe saving the world from soemthing or finding a cure for cancer would also give me that feeling...who knows.

I am tired. Sorry if I don't make any sense.
I need to make maps.

YAY! My ocarina is here!

http://artpad.art.com/?inv7jbqpwmk
I'm sorry...don't look at this one haha..it, again, started as a self portrait of my new avatar..but it turned out really scary looking and simple and dumb...and i can't draw a leaf apparently :P. I just wanted to post it in my journal because i'm a dummy..so, i'm sorry....you can disregard everything i have said in this post...or...anything i have ever said at all for that matter.

http://artpad.art.com/?inm4xwtu44s
it looks better if you blur or squint your eyes..i think...
..you can tell me what you think if you want....constructive critizism is always appreciated (and PM's are always fun to get on a boring day)

If anyone would like for me to draw or paint a picture for them or anything like that....you can email me at ho_ho_ho86@hotmail.com or try to PM me or even add me to msn. I'm not really the best artist or anything....but I would be happy to sell you something if it would make you happy ^^

"Anywhere you go, I'll follow you down..."

Mixed emotions make me wierd.
...I'm wierd anyway...
I feel like I'm talking to myself...
Yay!

EDIT:....Men really can be sensitive creatures

rawrgh...I'm sorry...I am bored.
..........anyone want to ..talk?...I....am up for talking..

fun!! http://www.freewebs.com/hlonepointfive/chatroom.htm

EDIT: I played with picuters on my xanga. fun fun. http://www.xanga.com/quiet_girl86

Yay!! I made my first REAL map and it excites me. I think I am getting the hang of mapping...little by little...thanks to everyone for encouraging me and especially Slayerwraith for explaining it all to me and always helping me out.;) Everyone has just been so nice and I felt that I should thank you all...so...thank you all!

...sounds kind of like I just finished some HUGE project that is totally awesome or something. heh.

ok...if anyone is wondering about my e-mail address.......i made it when i first used the internet..so i was really young and apparently thinking of christmas and santa claus.....it's not supposed to sound bad or anything.

on a different note.............i wonder if i'll ever finish a map.....i keep changing my mind and...getting errors and junk. has anyone else ever felt like they will never reach their goal or even get a map done?

So I just started making maps kind of...and I'm really bad at it right now. If i ask dumb questions on forums and stuff...i'm really sorry...just overlook my lack of knowlegde of mapmaking or otherwise stupidity.