Journal #4371

Well
I basically lost all inspiration for any type of mapping whatsoever.
Half-Life 1 Has run it's course with me.
I don't have the time to learn or use source the way i want to.
I dont have the drive to make anything worth while anymore.
So i think i'm just going to stop mapping all together and enjoy games from a consumer perspective.

I've been spending a lot (almost too much time) just wondering how some effects were created in different games, and to be honest, it's not even worth pondering.

I have to utilize my time wiser and not mapping will surely give me some extra time to do more constructive things.

Things such as have a better social life, get tighter with the band because we have a lot of shows booked and if we're going ANYWHERE with it, we need to be spot-on with everything.
Finish painting my "Halo Themed Bike" (Pictures when it's finished if im still hanging around the site)
Fix my truck.... Work more... Succeed in college.

Bah.

They say they always come back. And i will be back.

I just dont think i'll be mapping anymore.
So

Until next time.

Farewell