Journal #8455

It's true that it's up to us whether to pursue happiness or sadness. Though I think both are equal means of staying true to yourself. Yeah, work makes you blend in with this chaotic universe and you won't go insane thinking why you're here. Love... too bad few in a million appreciate it. Too bad all these things often interweave and your existence becomes one tangled mess! So yeah, stuff like that...

When having a spiritual crisis it is creative work indeed that keeps your soul alive.

Here's what I learned about love:
You will never learn about love. It blinds.
However, here's my conclusion that no one will learn from anyway:
If you are nice to a woman, but she treats you ugly, don't ever look at her again and one ugly day she will crawl back to you on her knees! Because no one deserves fucking love! MMMmmmMMMHAHAHAhaHAhaHAhaHAhaHahaHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Now I'm gonna fuck my toaster hoping not get a heart attack and smoke a whole bunch of stupid vegetables and watch a fucking concert! YEAH~ :>

When it comes to not giving up, sometimes you step onto roads so dark it's hard to see whether it just became very rough or you completely stepped out of it. And sometimes nights never seem to end... So be careful not to slip, because if you, you'll slip in blood!Ö