Minor Sadness (Just saying)

Posted 1 year ago2019-01-22 12:21:13 UTC
Screamernail ScreamernailYour personal Fear
I wish I was someone now. But. You all know how it goes for me. I can't get anything done how hard I try. I try my best, and that best is REALLY little.

I want to leave gaming. I want to stop use my stupid PCs and just stay on my Mac and work on videos instead of unfinished game projects. Can someone kick me off this site and get it over with? I really don't want to work with Half-Life anymore. Cause I am untalented and unfocused, and rather want to do things I can do. Like slideshows.

If you want to see me when I deactivate then go and post here The Pfhorums

EDIT: Got over my sadness there. Anyway. The HappyFaces test server is

CLOSED (Well that didn't go well)


Commented 1 year ago2019-01-22 17:32:49 UTC Comment #101778
You can change your password to something random so you can't log back in. Good luck with your slides and videos.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-23 10:08:19 UTC Comment #101779
try harder
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-23 11:28:38 UTC Comment #101780
Do it instead. Nolens volens, willy-nilly, make yourself do it, really. Don't just try. And whatever you decide to do, good luck. :)

Also, keep doing one project, and no matter how bad it may come out, just finish it. Getting stuff done is one of the best life skills you can have, and develop. Make a draft with placeholders there and there. Then improve it later, maybe. Start out with a plan, too. The big picture. Write down exactly what you'll do, and do that, no more, no less.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-25 04:16:28 UTC Comment #101781
Are you sure ADHD is not holding you back?

That's what I specialize in, and if you have difficulty sustaining attention and completing tasks, you may have ADHD.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-26 19:01:46 UTC Comment #101783
Just.. Let me see once and for all if my little mod works.

Go in and get in the lone server. Say if you are onto it.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-26 22:03:34 UTC Comment #101784
I'd join the server, but it's bedtime here. :/
Join the TWHL Discord and maybe we can arrange something soon enough.

The mod is HappyFaces from the vault, right?
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-27 08:46:24 UTC Comment #101787
I don't use Discord unfortunately. I don't want to be a member of things that I am possibly going to ignore in the end.

But I can announce in THIS journal the current status of the server. For now it's open.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-27 15:27:58 UTC Comment #101788
It's 16:27 here, and I'll be available from 17:00 to 21:00. We could chat on Steam, so that we don't have to do this slowly via the forums.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-30 14:36:31 UTC Comment #101795
I have been thinking about making a short machinima in HL1. So I will decide to do it. Will someone join?

(It's in the original game if you where wondering)
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-30 17:48:15 UTC Comment #101796
I'd participate. But, let's arrange it in a convenient way because I can't check the forum posts and PMs every 5 minutes. :/
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-30 19:07:12 UTC Comment #101797
Yeah it would never work. Besides, I have no time for it.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-30 19:50:00 UTC Comment #101798
You never have time for anything, man.
Seriously, when will we do something? I'm up for it, but you always cancel it. Why?
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-31 15:09:23 UTC Comment #101799
Actually yes let's do it! I must get something done for once so okay. A machinima in Half-Life 1 will come out soon!

But first we have to work on it. I'll be writing a script and post it on the forum so if anyone can help then they can.
Commented 1 year ago2019-01-31 17:13:53 UTC Comment #101800
That's the spirit! :D
*hugs you*
Commented 1 year ago2019-02-07 17:23:42 UTC Comment #101807
Rubber JohnnyRubber Johnny

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