And it’s a real steamer.
So thing have been compounding for a little while and I should vent lest I go insane. I’ll keep the points short.
I’ve been battling severe depression but I’m on some antidepressants so I’m ok. I’ve been officially diagnosed with with it.
I also have been diagnosed with autism which explains a fuck lot.
Lyssa has not one but two anomalies in her brain and needs another craniotomy to fix so we’re doing that again. She’s in tremendous pain all the time now.
My job as an illustrator really sucks.
SMJ has a prototype build ready that tests underlying systems. Story for the demo is in the works but the whole game needs a rebuild on an updated version of the engine so it runs better and has more features. Long time coming. Also I can map while running the game which is a cool functionality.
If you think SMJ is near completion, it’s not. I don’t even have the first level. I’m still experimenting with every aspect. Gotta get it just right ya know?
I could use help. Anyone with writing experience or as a hobby, let me know. I should have the story solid before anything else and it’s loose at best.
So yeah things are rough but I’m feeling optimistic. I really need support in so many different ways right now :/