I screwed up my career i think.
Yeah, I probably should've spent more time actually mapping rather than other things. I talked to my adviser and he said I wasn't a good modeller nor level designer, nor a good illustrator, but a "phenominal texture artist beyond the levels of professional".
I feel good and bad and all of the above. He also said to work on my level designing. It supports my star talent.
Well.... no shit.