Journal #5118

family? yes. friends? yes. studies? no.
also depends where the new place is.

I'm not that kind of a person . I feel lonely without my family or my friends.

The first two, I could leave easily. Communcation technology is a wonderful thing.
I couldn't leave my studies because they pretty much determine what I will be doing for the rest of my life.
Finish the studies, then leave.

Does new life mean not going back to anything?

Don't know, depends on you

Hell no, i'm way too settled in and comfortable with the way my life is now. Heck, small changes keep throwing me off balance lately. D:

Honestly, I'm hoping to be able to pursue this sort of situation.
Since the beginning of last year, I've been thinking more and more about living outside of the US after I finish my education. The more I think about it, the more I realize that its easier to picture myself at 40 working somewhere else specific, than myself at 40 working downtown in the States. And the more research I do, the more optimistic I feel about it.

Though I'd hate to have to give up my knives You can't give balisongs a phone call or visit them during Christmas.

Yesterday, I was thinking about leaving my studies and going to live to Sweden, I still have 3 more years of university before finishing and I can't stand the daily routine. Beeing studiing all my life without doing anything else, sometimes I feel it's stupid to waste the life this way.

yeah, it's better to skip getting an education and stack shelves for the rest of your life.

I think I wanna get my education then move somewhere far away.

I've always wanted to live in New York / some other major city that's not shitty.
Like, if I had money, I'd totally live in downtown Detroit (it's the less shitty / less crime ridden area of the city). The lofts there cost hundreds of thousands, into the millions, but I just love that area.

If I don't move to some major city when I'm older, I'm going to Britain, or somewhere in the UK. Living in some small town, or even somewhere like London, sounds awesome to me.