Journal #8858

Oh dear...

I was listening to this sad song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_0n-8zTY4cf
And I was watching the school videos.

It made me feel so sad. :c
These moments will probably never happen again.
Just... I hope that they will happen again.

Honestly, listening to this song and watching the videos gave me a nostalgic attack (if I could call it that way, if not, then a wave of nostalgia).
I remembered those moments and what had happened before and after the recordings. I remembered almost everything about them. But now it's gone and it cannot be done again. I'm not going to that school any more, I finished it.

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Well, at least I have the videos, right? I mean, that's all I could do to never forget those moments. If I ever have children and grandchildren, I'll have stuff, not just to tell them, but also to show them.
I honestly don't know what to say.

I might be panicking a little bit, probably because high school starts on the 5th of September here. Oh gosh...
Well, I could say that I'm lucky, because school has already started by now in some places. But still, I'm as much as worried as they were.

Wow... what an experience. I may not relive those moments, but at least I can rewind them.

Dfuq

Aren't you a tad bit too young for a middle age crisis?

I'm 15. But if you ever talk to me on Discord and hear my voice, you'd think that I'm 40 or something. So, I might be in my 40's. xD