I'm sure I've said this before, probably numerous times in your numerous previous threads, but I'll try again.
It is awesome that you are so enthusiastic and want to make games. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
However, a large part of growing up is learning to be realistic and you seem to have a real habit of biting off more than you can chew.
You start full mods before you've released a single standalone map, you start writing novels before you've written a short story and you start making games without any experience what-so-ever in the engine you want to make it in.
You have yet to finish a single project that you've created a thread about on this forum, afaik. Rather than running too fast into these hurdles, perhaps you should change to a pace that'll allow you to bound over them soon enough.
Your attitude of "I will oversee other people doing the majority of the work" will never get you anywhere until you have some sort of incentive to make them do it.