About 2 weeks ago one of my RAM chips corrupted (dont ask me how) of course, I didnt know this, and went about trying to repair my computer. I could not make it to the desktop three times out of four, and when I did, the moment I clicked / loaded / opened anything (including the start menu) my computer crashed. Thinking my problem to be a HDD failure I went about (regretably) formatting my hard-drive (ergo, losing years, litteraly, of mapping work).
So here I am, even as I type this Half-Life 1 isnt even installed on my computer, I only got it really working today (there were other issues after I replaced the RAM chip that slowed my computers recovery). My older maps I am not really too worried about, my collection of high definition and detail prefabs that I made all by myself (aproximatly 30-50 in total) I am annoyed about, but the thing that pissed me off the most was losing my latest map(s) that I was currently working on.
A multiplayer map for a HL1 based mod for a friend (which was the best MP map I had ever made, as I dont make many and I had learnt much since that last time) and my single player mod map which had extremely high detail, low R_speeds and fantastic eye candy, I was very proud of my creation, even though it was only the actual map itself done (no monsters or items as of yet).
This is a blow I cannot withstand. In total there were 3 maps for the mod that I had made so far, 1 of wich was barely 3 rooms (had just started it), ignoring all of the planning; storyline work (which is also now gone) coding planning (gone) and even custom models with custom skins (yep, gone) ignoring all of that and just basing this on the mapping, I have lost at least 2-3 months of hard work.
I was very tempted to scrap the whole project, but then I had an idea; Star-Wars. The original plan was always to make the mod in "episodes" and release them one at a time to reduce work load and get feedback sooner rather than later, so what if I start in the middle? Starting with episode 4 and then working my way through right up to the punultimate (one before last) episode, then going back to the beggining. Well this is the plan, and once I have my mapping tools all back online (which wont be today, tommorrow perhaps after work) I will start toying with the idea and begin mapping episode 4.
However if it doesnt work out (if I dont pull of a lucas) its all being suspended indefinatly. Sorry guys, but losing 4 months of work (just counting the mapping) at this critical stage is a heavy blow and I dont know if I can muster the will to start all over again. We shall see soon.