My decision

Posted 3 weeks ago2022-01-02 16:50:17 UTC
I am not sure who will be reading this or even care, but I felt like putting this out there. I have been a member of the community on and off since 2005, and I had my checkered history. I came back a few years ago to try and set things right, and I think I managed to mostly remedy some bad decisions and actions. To try and do right by God, and God's will for my life, and by my own conscience.

However, after I have finished the Pathos Engine, I realized I don't really have any real reason to be in the Half-Life community anymore. I am working on a video game now, not a Half-Life mod. I however still sometimes produce content, like Half-Life models, etc. I might still post that here. However, I have decided it's time I moved on. For this reason I am leaving the Half-Life modding community, hopefully on much better terms than I tried to last time. I have deleted my Discord account also, to focus more on my creative work and job. I do my best creative work in solutide anyway.

I want to say thanks to everyone who was kind to me, and thanks to the people who gave me a second/third chance. I hope people enjoyed the content I created, and will enjoy any future content I create. I doubt I will return again, but if I do, well, we'lll see how it goes. Nothing in life is certain.

And for those I've left without a real explanation, let it be this: Sometimes there's irrevocable differences between two individuals which cannot be resolved, and I might not see a future for said relation. It is not my intention to leave on a bad note. I sometimes just don't see a solution, which might be an error in me.

In the meantime, I will try and realize what God has intended for me to do with the remainder of my life.

Thank you.

6 Comments

Commented 3 weeks ago2022-01-02 17:36:53 UTC Comment #103948
Farewell, friend. I do not know what bad you had done, as I only knew you by the good. Best of luck in your non-HL-modding endeavours.
Commented 3 weeks ago2022-01-03 10:22:06 UTC Comment #103953
There is no easy living on earth, always some trouble, always some issues, even so wherever you go you should always praise his name, and you wont find happiness in anything else here, not until we go there where it all began and where home of men is at, and to get there means letting go of yourself and to live by the will of the Lord. To put it in mans tongue - Live for yourself and you will die in vain, live for others you will live again.
Commented 3 weeks ago2022-01-03 19:10:55 UTC Comment #103957
Well spoken, Stojke.
Commented 3 weeks ago2022-01-07 09:19:12 UTC Comment #103985
I haven't known your dramas around here so I don't probably care about those. Stojke put it into good words. What I can add is something I heard in Dune - Life is not a question to be answered, it's a process to be experienced. There's no point in coming here anymore if you don't feel like it, but maybe your curiosity will bring you back in the future at some point. It brings me back, TWHL still is my first tab since 2007 in Firefox :).

Farewell dear TWHLer, and best of luck in life!
Commented 3 weeks ago2022-01-07 17:47:51 UTC Comment #103987
O7 Farewell mate.
o7o7
Commented 2 weeks ago2022-01-09 01:12:36 UTC Comment #103994
Take care.

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