"dude your 10 years old and youre bi? come on. tl;dr""He's 16, [...]"
In my experience, being afraid of disappointing people just causes so much more disappointment for everyone. Best to ignore that fear.
It's always important to save some love for yourself.
You're acting like a smarter version of me. It happens that the younger ones are better then the 24 old me.
Just to cheer you up. You're a great guy.